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7/21/2008

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY AM I SO BULE NOW!!!

7:02:15 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

right here waiting...

Ocean apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane.
I hear your voice on the line.
But it doesn't stop the pain.
If I see you next to never,
How can we say forever.
Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.
Whatever it takes,
Or how my heart breaks,
I will be right here waiting for you.
I took for granted, all the times.
That I thought would last somehow.
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears.
But I can't get near you now.
Oh, can't you see it baby?
You've got me going crazy!
Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.
Whatever it takes,
Or how my heart breaks,
I will be right here waiting for you.
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you,
I'll take the chance.
Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks,
I will be right here waiting for you.

Do you remember the reds? Once, I said I will. But actually you were...and I strongly believe you will.

7:00:06 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it | 伤感

so upset

I wish I could wirte this in my own language...But unfortunately, here doesn't have one. I'm leaving my country in a few weeks. I'll miss it very much. I'll also miss mum and dad. Not only missing, but concerning as well. It seem I'm accustomed of being alone. And I enjoy a lot of my loneliness actually. Now mum and dad always be with me.Psychologically, I feel much safer. I don't know how their life will be without me. I'm so concern about them... That's what I really always upset about... On the day I got the visa, I just relise that I'm leaving... I just wanted to ask mum can you bear a life without me... Maybe I'm not optimistic enough... In my feeling, however, the day I go to U.S. is the moment they lose me... There maybe not such long a period that I can be with'em. In the future, what do I belong to? Endeavor? Faliure or success?... But it can't be mum and dad anyway... It seem you just don't understand me... I love you deeply... Both...

I was asked by the one question many times"What do you want? What's you purpose?"... The answer can be anything. Money, fame. But mine is more than that! Actually all I want is psychological, achieve through material things... Why I want to United States... Because it's paradise of dream... at least in my heart... Dream big. Aim high... This isn't simply a dream about Lambogine... And also isn't a aim simply about high quality life... I can say this is a beautiful rainbow! Long and colorful, high and low, rainy and sunshine...

Great pressure... which you think is nothing... I'm 20... I'm a freshman... You don't have much time for me... "BAI SHAN XIAO WEI XIAN"... I wish you could understand my feeling...